Paulo Coelho in his famous book "The Alchemist" said,
“If you want something from your heart,
Then everything in the universe will help you get it.”
APJ Abdul Kalam in his famous book,
As stated in "Wings of Fire",
“When people want something from their heart,
When that desire comes from his heart and soul,
When it is pure and strong,
Then a tremendous electromagnetic force was created in him by enveloping him.
When the mind is in deep sleep,
Then this energy is extracted every night and mixes with all the particles of matter in the universe through the ether,
Stronger it returns to the human heart tomorrow,
what he wanted
He gets it.
Everything in the universe helps him get it.”
If this is true,
So that throughout my existence,
I wanted her (My love) from the purest place in the center of my heart, but you are not mine!
So Paulo Coelho was wrong!
APJ Abdul Kalam was wrong!
This conflict always worked in me.
While I was dealing with this conflict, suddenly one day Swami Vivekand's immortal words appeared in front of me,
Ø "If you want to be happy in the world, accept change"
Just this one word brought about a huge change in my thinking.
Well!
Have you thought about something?
Almost everything in this universe is changeable.
Some time ago, we used to think that time and mass were constant, but this mistake was broken by Einstein.
The universe is expanding, billions of stars are dying and countless new stars are being born.
In fact, almost everything in the world is changing.
This is, almost everything is variable, you know what is the biggest variable (variable) thing!
The biggest variable is the human mind, the human heart.
Although the speed of light can be measured
It is impossible to measure when, how, and how fast the human mind changes.
It is also unimaginable that the human mind can take such a catastrophic form.
well anyway
I return to my place of conflict,
What the boy in The Alchemist wanted was the treasure he had dreamed of, the constant.
A. PJ Abdul Kalam chased the dream, what he wanted was his career, that too is constant.
And what I wanted was the most variable human heart in the universe.
Constant can't change, can't cheat,
And variables!
He changes his form from moment to moment,
Cause changes without cause.
According to the laws of nature, maybe your mind changed, that's why you are no longer found.
I have no more regrets.
Swamiji's words always ring in his ears.
"If you want to be happy in the world, accept change"